i'd like to write here more often but find i cannot for uknown reasons something to do with mercury confusion.

i've watched with interest at people feelling comforted by people here on the forum, and it confuses me, because before being hg poisoned something like that would have helped me as well, now not in person or in letters does anything make me feel anything or a connection to others so i just wanted to say if u get that response within yourself your doing well. i feel alone regardless of being alone or with people/family/anyone. i'm certain if i had a wife this would be the case as well, although my relationship would be a fearful clinging "PLEASE don't leave me" sort of deal.