I think I would have been stone cold dead way long ago if I didn't have Jesus to carry me through.

Even on days when I have felt worse than I have ever felt from the mercury posioning, I knew he was near and would see me through this. He's my strength and light to keep going.

As far as being there for everyone though, I think sometimes it's probably more important to just take care of yourself. The others will learn to manage for themselves when they have to. Maybe it's time.