Jinx, i remember laying in bed unable to think or feel anything, but actually screamng inside, it was strange, i dont want to go back there.
I sometimes used to wander from my bed,walking slowly and unsteady to the sitting room where my boyfriend was and saying HELP ME PLEASE. He could do nothing though.
I know where your coming from, the only thing that helped me was sorting my homones out which i guess mercury messed right up. i did have a rollercoaster ride where i could get a good day here and there.
Luv Dawn.