That is terrible, Sandra. I'm so sorry for what you are going through. It's making me so angry that dentists are doing this.

How you are describe yourself sounds so much like my mother. I don't have anywhere near as much mercury in my mouth as you have - about 7 of my teeth perhaps, all surface fillings and one root filling (which I had done without anaesthetic as I was phobic of needles) - but she has so much mercury and a lot of root fillings.

It really hurts to talk about my mother because she is so very ill. It hurts to see her the way she is, it's just awful. She is like only half a person. She sits in dark rooms all day, hardly ever goes out and then only with sunglasses. She is very thin, takes no interest in her appearance, never takes a bath, just washes herself. When she watches tv she closes her eyes most of the time. She can't read anymore, can't look at photos or at people when they talk to her. She has no interest in much at all, and my parents marriage has collapsed. She has OCD and goes around touching things all day.

I think she has poisining from her teeth, but she won't listen to me and doesn't want me to talk about it. This is so hard. I'm going to keep trying in gentle ways to get her to consider it, but I just don't think she will because she is just too sick.

If it's the mercury that has caused all this, it's just too awful for me to even think about. It's bad enough to have ruined my childhood, but to have destroyed my mother and my family, it's just awful.

What is the inhection that you had? Is it necessary? I don't think it would help me because I don't need convincing that the mercury and bisphenol in my mouth is causing me problems.

Please tell us how you get on, Sandra. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I have lost so much energy and ambition aswell, but I think I can retrieve if I get better now.

Definitely write that book and tell the world about the poison in our teeth.