shiiit, I'm seriously losing it, I'm so sorry if I won't be able to continue this journey with you guys, god I so want it, just know you are all great guys one of the most supportive people I have ever met (!!!), never in my life did I imagine that I would meet such fantastic staff of people and even through the internet. I wish I could be the one who's in better shape and giving help here, I owe you all guys, you are great comrades.
don't be too hard on the anon guy, he's trying to help, though he doesn't understand much.