the topic "I dont think im going to make it" is just a serious negative doubt or thought(you wont make it because you BELIEVE YOU WONT). If you werent going to make it they would have put you in hospital and yet your at home on the net reading and writing on a forum. I doubt many real psychiatric problems could do that. im serious i dont mean to be rude but i want to help you understand thats all.

My aunty had a really mental problem and she didnt even know it. couldnt process thoughts or write and tey hospitalised her. she wasnt stressing over it or was anxious. yet your so ANXIOUS about it all no wander you suffer symptoms.