If it wasn't for this forum and you people on here that open up, I would feel like an isolated freak. Since being here and hearing so much of what others are going through, it has given me a shock. I mean seriously, Im not alone in this.

I dont get people like this around me, NOBODY. I mean where are they???? So now I know they exist, but are just not located near me and instead often hidden like I am.

Tracy, I know it is just awful. Hellish. I hope you never give up, even if this is beating you into the ground like it is so many others. Somehow, hang on.