This round has got progressively harder. I'm struggling today. There are some serious things in my life that need dealing with at the moment, and I'm not in a very good condition for it. Pretty fragile and prone to tears. I'll be finished with the round tonight so I may as well put those last several hours in.

The last round wasn't like this at all. Could my body maybe need more than 3 days between rounds, now that I am on 25mg instead of 12.5mg DMSA? The pervading sense of hopelessness is maybe the worst thing, it just feels like everything is going wrong and there is no hope or help. My mind knows differently.

Could my body also be reacting to the DMSA? It is pretty stimulating for me, makes it hard to sleep, and at the moment I'm rather jittery and can feel my heartbeat.

In a word, yuck!