I'll say it again Bex, you've given a lot of good advice to people here. I wish we could help you more. Have you got any plans for what you will do next?

I can't believe how I'm feeling this morning. I keep wanting to sit and take it all in. It's like, "oh yeah, this used to be how it felt to be alive." I've had little windows like this before, and of course I'm not feeling "normal," but something significant seems to be going on. That usually seems to be when I am headed for a crash . . . I hardly dare to believe it is real. I've just dropped my daughter off at pre-school and am considering putting the radio on (BBC Radio 4, lots of talk, like American NPR) and picking up some crochet. I haven't been able to do these things for the last 6 months.

It's too early to make any judgements yet. It seems to me I've been here before, always to be disappointed. But certainly I will stick with the DMSA and see how things go.

Keeping fingers crossed <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />
Linda.