The anxiety's been bad tonight. Can't see why. And yes it's clouded over again, but I got a good amount of time sitting in the sun today.

I can't imagine carrying on like this. I'm as bad as I get in the middle of the winter, don't want to be around people, don't want to be touched, can't concentrate, can't enjoy anything. I'm not sure why this is, but if it's mercury then I have decided to capitulate. Dawn provided a source for 25mg DMSA in the UK in an old post, so I've ordered some from there. It should last a little while at least if I'm doing 3 days on/3 days off, should at least give me an idea of whether it will work for me and how effective it will be. I will stop the HMD during that time.

I've been burned with drugs, I hate them. But people seem to do well with DMSA here so I think it's worth a go.