So good to see your voice Sandi. I was mighty impressed by the Smiler's,too, just lookin at it, that is. I notice they got a zappin device, I'm doin that and I was wondrin if it would be somethin you'd give a whirl? These gizmos have developed somewhat and I got me a deluxe kind with differnt program drivers and I notice they got special ones for cancers, too.I know Hulda Clark looks a lil nutty but it's a technology a lotta other folks are usin now. Here's a link :.hhttp://www.drclark.net/en/products_devices/products/program_drivers.ph:
I just hate to think of ya goin through all that chemical nightmare, must tear at your heart cuz I know it ain't what ya want. Hard times. Big love.
Plus, this looks worth a gander;
http://www.icnr.com/articles/rvcannounce.html
there is great hope, your desire for quality a life is more conducive to these approaches I'm thinkin.