Sorry for the group email, but I am not able to sit at the computer for any length of time…my abdomen is very sore. Some of this info may be repetitive for some of you, so if you just go on to your next email, you wouldn’t hurt my feelings a bit. I would really like to talk with each one of you individually but I am sick to death of talking about cancer and chemo and surgery; it seems like my life is all about treating cancer and working on having my next bm….sorry if TMI. I can sure see when the time comes to draw the final curtain, that it would be most welcomed in many situations.

June 1…..I had my surgery on May 24th…went well as surgeries go I guess. The doctors didn’t think that they would find that much cancer, it had not shrunk as much as they had anticipated from the 4 chemos. They cut out a “cake” of cancer about 4” x 6” x1” and the ovaries that were 4 times their normal size. I had/have quite a bit of burning in the abdomen, likely from the cancerous layer of cells covering the omentum…the layer of fat covering the abdomen. I will need more chemo, up to 5 more, that is the maximum they can do of this type.

I got my stitches out on the 31st and but they were still weeping and came open, had to get them retaped and hope they are closed by the planned chemo for next Thursday….if not, I will postpone it for a bit longer, or maybe indefinitely. I have to have up to 5 more chemos and after that I think I will be starting the Gerson protocol, which is well known to cure cancer as well as many other degenerative diseases.

And guess what, at the back of the Gerson book, it is highly recommended that as part of your cancer treatment/prevention plan, that you get your mercury fillings and root canals removed. I pretty much figured that they were very instrumental in wreaking havoc with our immune function….but you will never get a dentist to admit that especially if they have used them in their own practice….they could stand to lose everything if they admitted they were a problem, and they could be held liable. Can you imagine the lawsuits?

June 6….I went to the clinic today for my prechemo check and to get my stitches looked at, I will now be getting a nurse in to dress my incision every other day…it is not healing as well as it should cause the left side is higher than the right and it is not bonding properly….they must have let some trainee close it up….who knows, nothing surprises me these days with the way our government runs medicare. My new family doctor is retiring on June 29th, so now I am looking for a new one…this guy actually came to the house to take my stitches out cause I couldn’t walk. He is the last of a dying breed, how many doctors actually do house calls anymore?

Physically and emotionally I am doing pretty well considering, but ask me again next week after this next chemo. I am on a wait list for a cancellation for tomorrow, Friday or Saturday….the dreaded phone call so I can go and offer up my arm for them to inject poison into it that will make me feel sick for a week. My doctor told me to think of it this way….”The enemy of my enemy is my friend.” My chemo doctor told me to think of the chemo as a pacman that gobbles up the cancer.

The worst part of this whole deal is not being able to look after myself, I hate having to rely upon my Mom and Brian and others to do stuff for me, and I really miss driving….funny how you don’t realize or appreciate the little things until you can’t do them anymore.

But I am still rather optimistic about my future, even though they say my cancer is not curable, I believe that I have a good chance to live a few more years…I have too much to do to cash in my ticket yet.

June 15th.....Had my chemo on the 11th, starting to feel human again, the 4th and 5th days are usually the worst, so I should be over the worst of it now. I had bad nightmarish dreams last night, just like I get from a bad bout with mercury toxicity, must be from the platinum in the chemo....I don't think I can do them anymore, I feel like I am going against all my principles by allowing poison to be injected into me....and the IV nurses did a real job on me on Monday...I felt like a pin cushion when I was done.

My incision is finally starting to heal, I hope I can be up and about next week and start to have some sense of normalcy in my life again.

I am going to a local integrated clinic on Monday for an orientation...they have MD's and ND's there and they specialize in cancer treatments....please pray that they have some alternate treatments so I don't have to do any more chemo....that stuff should be banned. You would think with a the money being poured into cancer research that they would have a less toxic cure than that...I feel like if the cancer doesn't kill me, the chemo surely would. So I am pretty sure that I am done with it.... or at least hopefully my blood counts will be low enough this time to allow me some time off from that horrific poison. I am trying to think of it as medicine, but I just can't get make my body and mind to agree on that.

Best love,
Sandi
xoxoxo

I am so relieved to hear from you Sandi.

I like my integrated med doc a lot. He has been rather successful in getting cancer into remission with the high dose Vitamin C IV's and hyberbolic oxygen. Many success stories I heard there, and saw firsthand. They are very anti-chemo at the clinic where I go for chelation and very forthcoming and knowledgable about heavy metal problems..

Many prayers, my thoughts are with you everyday.

Hi Sandi, am so glad to hear from you. I was worried. Thank you for giving an update, especially when you are going through all this (the last thing you must feel like doing). NO need to respond to my post either!

What a pain this all is (literally), and you have to wonder how much mercury/ root canals etc have to do with the development or contribution at least to these conditions and sufferings. Makes me angry.

I dont really know what to say. Very difficult, cnsidering I have never been through this, nor anybody very close to me. I cannot relaly imagine how this must be. I hope for a miracle Sandy, even if the prognosis is not good. We have an aquaintance that's had cancer for years, cancer cut out of him, chemo, you name it. Well dont ask me how, but he is still going!!! He's in his seventies.

As a believer, I ultimately believe it's in God's hands. whatever the doctors tell you.

God bless you, my thoughts are with you.
Luv Bex.

http://www.smile.org.au/

these are the best in our country in australia, they have brought all of the best technologies to one centre, holistic and mainstream, calling and talking to them is in my opinion the best chance anyone has of beating cancer, possibly in the world, even if they tell u where u could get what they do locally done. the professor is a genius, and doctor he works with trains doctors in seminars all of the state, if not the country.

they are the best, many people have had terminal cancer cured from them, i've seen a lot of things with people i didn't think possible in the 2 years i've been to them.

So sick, I saw this a couple of times on this forum and meant to ask you, do you mean hyperbaric oxygen or is hyperbolic oxygen something differnet thank you for helping so much

The pressurized oxygen tank thing that was originally used for the deep sea divers who surfaced too fast, I am not sure how to spell it. I have just been told about it over and over during my chelation sessions. Hyperbolic, hyperbaric, one or the other, the tank thing.

You can spell it for me if you'd like.

Good to hear from you Sandi. Keep up the good work and keep us posted.

This is a great site, thanks so much for sharing and thanks to all of you for all your love and support....the platinum in the chemo is not as bad as mercury toxicity but is definitely reminiscent of it.

back to semi normal until the next chemo, I have 4 more scheduled, but am looking desparately for some alternatives.

best love,
Sandi
xoxo

So good to see your voice Sandi. I was mighty impressed by the Smiler's,too, just lookin at it, that is. I notice they got a zappin device, I'm doin that and I was wondrin if it would be somethin you'd give a whirl? These gizmos have developed somewhat and I got me a deluxe kind with differnt program drivers and I notice they got special ones for cancers, too.I know Hulda Clark looks a lil nutty but it's a technology a lotta other folks are usin now. Here's a link :.hhttp://www.drclark.net/en/products_devices/products/program_drivers.ph:
I just hate to think of ya goin through all that chemical nightmare, must tear at your heart cuz I know it ain't what ya want. Hard times. Big love.
Plus, this looks worth a gander;
http://www.icnr.com/articles/rvcannounce.html
there is great hope, your desire for quality a life is more conducive to these approaches I'm thinkin.

That looks like a great site too Elvis, did you buy a zapping device, I have heard alot about them, but have often wondered if they really work.

Nice to see you too bud!!! <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

Sandi
xoxo

Sandi, it just tickles me to hear from ya. Yup, bought the zapper an now I'm confused more'n ever, ( hard to believe I know) cuz I found this feller, looks like one a the Marx brothers (prolly illegitimate an mad as hell)
an he's declarin HIS is the best, zapper, even calls it the Ultimate Zapper ,here's the speil: http://zap.intergate.ca/index.html
Alls I know is that there is somethin in this stuff, the FDA won't approve it so it's got at least one thang goin for it big time an it ain't toxic.
I do think these babies work but man it's a wilderness out there on some a these other forums tryin to do research.Makes me wanna click ma heels together an say "there's no place like home... there's no place like home..."
(I do appreciate a well run forum, thanks Russ, once again.)
I got a real warm an tingly feelin about this stuff, I mean it kinda hurts,too, like in a good way....between you an me, it's provoked a few major BMs too..(.hope nobody else read this, thought you should know.)
Welp, back to what we were saying, check it out,they're popping up in lotsa places an it has the ring a truth to me.
You are always on my mind, welp, usually. sometimes I'm thinkin about ma own health, but yours matters to me too, big time.

Oh yeah, an he's from your neck a the woods. this zapmaster , hope he's not a local nutter.

Hi Sandi, I was looking for a recent post from you--- you're in my prayers too!!

Elvis is right- I also have one of those zappers, - the $10.00 model from parazapper and a bit more expensive one from Don Croft.

They both seem to work for me. They are especially good for parasites, and I actually nipped a potential bad cold in the bud with the $10.00 one last year.

http://www.parazapper.com/

Thanks guys, you are all swell online buddies.<img src="http://herballure.com/ForumExtras/Images/nanmgpoajd.gif">

Sandi
xoxo