I also didn't go to church for years, but I finally felt that God wanted me to go and so I began looking for My Church. He led me to a specific church which I now feel is mine and I feel very much at home there (not the church I am involved with at present), but I found some serious problems there which I didn't see at first. I believe that God is now in the process of cleansing the church and it is a difficult job, to say the least.