Yeah, the anger and grief that so many mercury victims experience or have experience is understandable and I dont know how many go through life like this. It's a miracle literally that I am still here and in a way I dont know why I bother becuase I am exhausted and can hardly function. I think I am trying to get well just so I can shut off some of this suffering. I find it overwhelming, so I am almost forced to find a solution, yet the motivation and interest at the sametime is not there, so it's an odd combination.

Yes, so many years robbed and what could have been? I cannot even put it behind me because I am ill everyday of my life, so it's not like I feel well now and so good that I cannot even help being happy or positive. When it goes on for this long and still hasn't left, I just feel despaired, yet somehow resigned.

It is very hard to convince family members yes. The ones who are convinced are my parents (lucky for me I guess). They have seen the suffering and seen the copious amounts of saliva pouring out when I'm undergoing one of my excretions, and the screaming, the sounds that come out of me which at times apparently dont even sound human. I guess that's part and parcel of extreme torment.

Though now I am dealing with more than mercury, or something else other than mercury, so it's worse because chelation doesn't even help me now. But I know mercury well, still believe I have some of it somewhere (brain no doubt), but at onetime was recovering from it. Sad to say, other things occured and now I am far worse and almost completely debilitated.

I can only try and encourage those mercury toxic to support their poisoned systems as much as humanly possible by adhering to a diet that will rid as much contributing factors as possible, plus lower the typically high yeast levels in their body. That means no sugar, no wheat/gluten grains, milk etc. This can sometimes be a bit of a crutch for some, because the symptoms of mercury are exacerbated by candida, which usually comes along for the ride. Plus so many mercury poisoned are wheat/gluten intolerant. Seems to go with the territory. These things can often help symptoms in some quite dramatically at times.

But nothing obviously is going to really be cured unless amalgam removal is done, plus ongoing chelation. That alone isn't easy and never smooth for most.