Well said, Bex. As a Christian I have really struggled with my faith in light of my suicidal thoughts. I don't want to have to resort to that but on the other hand I don't believe that suicide is an unforgivable sin.

I've also dealt with the anger and fits of rage and I know that those feelings are caused by my broken, intoxicated brain but I still feel guilty because I can't control my emotions.

Personally I believe that the only unforgivable sin is to reject Jesus Christ as your lord and savior.


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Well Blicero, I happen to believe in God and in Heaven and Hell. Yes it is a tough thing to take onboard and believe, but as a christian I either take the bible as is, or I disregard it altogether. I can't simply take what I want and reject what doesn't suit. It is not a smorgus board. I dont push or expect others to believe, that is their choice but I pray for them (Or I should).

Anon, Hell is a deliberate and continual outcome of desire for evil, persistance in sin, deliberate ongoing rejection of God and His salvation. It is for those who love evil and hate God. A person who has ended their life, not through self murder (which has its seed in hate) but the desperate desire to end the pain itself cannot be accused of true murder. The intention behind the act is what comes from the heart, which is where we are judged. Someone who kills through self defense or accident, again cannot be accused of true murder in the same way a person who intends to kill for the sake of revenge or something else. Suicide is something we must be VERY VERY careful not to judge, only God can understand the true circumstances and the pain of that person, not you and not I. This is why it is not clearly outlined in the bible as such and even scholars argue on this point. I would not underestimate the mercy of God.

God is not limited, we are and neither is His mercy. He SAVES people from damnation. Nobody is put there, they decide to go there through their own evil actions. Suicide from pain cannot be compared with murder, because suicide is done mostly from the desire to stop terrible anguish or desire to escape. Most suicides were desperate for a life and fought for one for years. It is never done lightly.

Anyway, I dont expect others to believe what I do, but the God I believe in is not a cruel God at all. We are all given a choice and we can reject or accept.

Sorry for preaching here guys, and it's a thread that can lead to a lot of arguments because of how painful this subject is and it's very close to the edge because we're speaking of "life and death".