Jinx, I have nearly been put in an institution also for out of control rage/behaviour, threatening violence (to my father) etc. That was all mercury!!!! (plus whta comes along with it I guess like yeast etc).

All of it affects the gut, liver, brain everything. I takes ages sometiems to read anything and even then cannot really get what I'm always reading. It's like being partly brain dead. Feelings of hate, jealousy, deadness, loss of motivation, grief, I mean the list goes on. I would get into mercury rages or fits of total despair to such a point, where I would either shut myself off completely, or I would literally go on and on to one of my parents over and over repeating the same stuff. I would say all sorts of things and then later in a calmer patch I could not really believe I had siad them or felt that way. So it really does a job on you and puppets a lot of how you feel, think and see life.

I'm glad that there has been some test that has indeed shown you do have metals, yeast, parasites etc. No surprise there. I dont know Jinx, I hope they can help you. and YES, you feel bad enough but it seems one small indiscretion on diet makes it even worse, even when you think it can't get worse.

No it isn't fair. I cannot even eat a piece of fruit, or any grain at all. In fact old world grass grains, which is wheat, rye, barley, rice, oats can be extremely bad for people and the fruit that goes along with the OWGG is apple and pear. So I have to exclude all them now. But going through any kind of work up (die off) is hard and at times i dont know if it's working anymore. I had some rice the other day and an apple and if I'm not mistaken, things have gotten much worse again.

You may want to try the same thing, or you may already be doing that from the candida diet anyway.