Tracy,

Why so highly strung?
I was as toxic, the difference is that God got me through and i thank him for it every day. If he hadnt i probably woula kiled myself and would be burning in hell for all eternity. Ever read Divine revelation of hell? Perhaps you should. I dont judge people. I leave that to my Dad.

Seems i hit a nerve with you, if your children supported you ending your own life, you wouldnt be reacting the way you are, you would be at peace with it, clearly you arnt.

I have been praying for you, good luck with your recovery i mean that sincerely.