Nice to see someone else believes in the human recycling stuff.
I don't just believe in reincarnation, I know it cuz I remember my past life an how i committed suicide in it.
Laudanum, as it happens, a real slow way out.
In that lifetime when I was a young girl , I was workin with hats an it must a been the mercury drove me nuts, then I married a artist an the paint fumes wasn't good ,yup, multiple chemical sensitivities way back then. I know I had prollems eatin, social anxiety, low self esteem.. .etc. etc.
Nobody told me this stuff, it all came back to me spontaneously and in technicolor when this time around I was thinkin in a suicidal direction .Plus, I was freaked out by movin from London to this strange lil hamlet by the sea where I now have to walk by the house I used to live in 100 yrs ago ever time I go to town.( I'm used to it now).
Point is, I know I had to get to the same place a despair and do it all over in this life. I think everbody has the right to control their destiny but I don't believe there is any real escape, but the spirit world is a nice place to rest up, thats for sure, at first anaways, then it's just like back at school an real hard work time, seems like it's all about personal evolution.
Y'all prolly think I'm nuts, but I ain't. I found out it's not so uncommon for former suicides to have past life recall. Yup, I had to do a lot a research on this matter to satisfy maself and met some real interesting people with great psychic an spiritual powers.Turns out they dont think I'm nuts neither an I had some interesting confirmation a my story, too.
So, I'm just sayin I know where y'all are coming from, the souls journey is a tough one with many twists an perils an if ya can hang on an ride it out, there is much to be gained, and ya can save a lot a time an effort, but turns out there is a lot a time, when ya get cosmic awareness, anahow.
Sometimes I wished I could believe death really was the end.
Sometimes eternity just seems so dang long.
Lot a real brave people on this forum .
Kinda heartbreakin.