anon
i have 2 little girls who i love more than life its self but somtimes i feel so bad that i just cant cope anymore i dont want to die i want to see my girls grow up so much its not like id be choosing suicide cause its not what i want at all but if a person feels like there is no hope of ever getting better whats the alternative i personally would rather my daughters to remember me as a happy loving mother rather than somone whos mentally not all there my girls talk to me somtimes and because my brainfog is so bad it just doesnt register in my brain and my fatigue and pain stop me from having real fun with them and god knows i do try somtimes people just cant see the light at the end of the tunnel and sadly somtimes there isnt one.