I never not once called anybody here a coward, read properly and i was SUPPORTING the people who are not on this forum, i was trying to speak for the "other" victims of this illness that will never understand because they have never had to suffer through it, the victims that we do not know who also suffer differently with a loved one who is so ill. I was trying to save these voiceless victims the anguish of losing a loved one and AGAIN i will use my words more wisely next time. Its called a paradigm shift, trying to help someone see something from a perspective they have not before.

I KNOW that if those children could read my posts, they would thank me, because i know, that if it was them, they would say the same thing. Please dont leave us Mom, dont hurt us like this.