Thanks Anon, Thats all i was trying to do was to try and help them see it from a different perspective, I see that i shouldve been alot more gentle but suicide is such a terrifying concept to me that I went overboard. I will do and say just about anything to prevent what happened to me from happening to other innocent children out there. What I have learnt from this now is to take a deep breath and not let my emotions get involved, hard as that is, when I am faced with this again.

Dental holocaust: Who am i to know????? I HAVE BEEN THERE thats how i know, just because i have recovered it does not mean that my suffering was any less than yours. Years of psychologists, anti depressants, doctors telling me they cant find whats wrong with me, years of allergies and fatigue and pain, ruined relationships, i dont need to justify what i went through to you in order for you to know that i know what it feels like. Try losing your parent to suicide and simultaneously trying to deal with this poison, poisoning your mind. That is true HELL on earth. Recovering does not ban me from using this forum.