Thankyou Bex when I read that post I just couldnt believe anyoe could be so judgemental. Christ as if we havent tried and to say we're selfish well all I know is this critical person dsosent know me and has no bloody idea how hard Ive fought and what torment Im going through. How dare they speak about leaving lmy children behind. I dont believe for one moment that this person has suffered toxicijty like we have. I love my kids more than anything in this world and for this self centered bastard to come on here ands judge me who the bloody hell do they think they are. People like this should keep off the forum and keep their opinions to their selves. They obviously havent suffered anywhere near what I have, its like listening to a bloody doctor. I would love to meet this person cos they obviously know nothing or care for anyone else. Dont ever reply to my posts again you ignorant bastard,