Hi anon, thanks for your post also. But you have to realise one thing, people with mercury suffer in different ways and everybody is different to what they go through.

Also are you aware that some on here have been suffering for 20 years or so? i.e "me"??? And that I have prayed all my life to God for help, even just to open a door or aid me in the right direction and not only did I not get better, I got worse. I have been through hell and not ended my life, but often think of doing so. Now I do not even give a rat's as* because my youth has gone anyway. I just get on here and hope that I can help others in some small way or even warn them on matters that possibly caused this to occur.
. Those that really have been there, couldn't ever call anybody a coward for ending their life because this poison does something to your mind that is basically out of this world and can CAUSE direct suicidal thoughts and spontaneous suicides are a common action of a mercury poisoned person, NOT the action of a coward.

Please do not add insult to injury, because people who have ended their lives under much pain are far from cowards and do not deserve to be called as such. You had your pain, and I am in no way belittling that at all and it's fantastic that you hung on and came through it and I commend any mercury toxic person than fought the good fight and won!! but nobody can know somebody else's pain or circumstances unless they are inside their mind. This annoys me sometimes because even some ex mercury toxic people start to make comments. " I got better, so will you". I hear this all the time and have done for years and I know this is good in one way, but it can grate on some people who have had this for donkeys years!. And yes, many DO get better and that is great. But you're pretty much generalising on everybody not even being completely aware of all circumstances or everybody's individual pain or assuming that because God enabled you to get well, this means it'll happen for all.

This did not happen in my case, though often it does in others. It's great to give hope and Jinx and Tracy are still very much in the early stages of their toxicity and of course they have hope and heck yes the healing from this alone can be hell on earth and a roller coaster ride for sure.. I've had my entire adult young life robbed, gone. I dont have a family, I have ageing parents and everybody around me is married with chidlren. Yet I've been teh one praying for this and been denied it all. Everyday is hell for me. I have no amalgams and haven't had them for many many years now.

yet of course if I dare ended my life, this would give people like you the opportunity to call me a coward I am sure. Very easy to say as such if you havent' suffered for years on end with no change and had no answers to your prayers whatsoever.

I do understand much of your post, and do take onboard the real need to give hope and get people to hang on because suicide should never be an option, but to label all suicides cowards? That is really something and someone with mercury in their brain that is fighting everyday for a life and pelted with suicidal thoughts should never be judged this way. Yes it is unthinkable to do it and horrific for those left behind and I would never wish that on anybody (had one in my family also), and in some cases, perhaps even many it could well be a selfish act, but NOT always, especially a toxic torment like mercury or otherwise. It is so hard for those with this or similar conditions to even get up eachday and not end their lives. and that is heroic. Again depends on how badly someone has it and how its afflicting them and how long for also.

Sorry if I sound bitter or cynical, and I do not mean to, but I wish ex mercury toxic people would not turn around and start giving sweeping generalising statements. One guy who suffered this poison was a mess, and I mean suicidal, the lot. People tried to help him and be there for him and luckily he got well. i think he suffered for 2 years or something and he came right. Well, once he made his health turn around, he seemed to very quickly forget how negative and suicidal he had been. Suddenly he was handing out comments like "just be positive and not so negative, I got well". So his big thing was telling mercury poisoned people it was "negative thinking" that was most of their problem. Yet it was chelation that had healed him, not positive thinking. But now that he was well, no longer under the influence so to speak, then of course he began to pretty much dish that out to others suffering. It is too easy to do it when you feel well again, even if you recall the pain, you're no longer "in" it, which changes everything (i have had patches of it).

Try 20 years of torment and no answers to prayers. You may not have such a view.