Hey guys, i dont know what to say, i know what you are going through,i said goodbye to my children once, it was so painful,even now when i think about it now i get tears in my eyes. im still here though. You are my bestest friends also and i would never have come this far without you,we are in this together. I dont want you to go, its hurting me thinking about it .If someone predicted i would be this il at age 41 i would have certainly not bought children into this world,its just not fair. Someone has to pay for our loss of life and not being able to live like normal people. Love you all, Dawn.