jynx , sweetheart not sure what to say the whole thing just makes me so angry im not so good myself this whole mercury thing really does destroy peoples lives and its just so sad i really hope you get through this some how tho

tracy your my dear friend and i know excactly how uv been feeling somtimes i get suicidal cause i cant bear anymore or am scared of worse to come nothin helps at all i just hope the cavitation surgery helps me or il just give up.

im thinking of you both and hope this isnt the end big hugs to both of you.