bex I got the NDF in mail today, soon after writing that post , and than I took just ONE DROP for trial, took it through a straw, 30 minutes later I was lying in bed like a VEGETABLE, couldn't say a word, loosing consciousness and touch with reality it got better now, but it's worse than before , clearly some brain redistribution,
now I'm worse than ever.
I don't know what to do anymore, not just out of confusion, but simply complete lack of brain power. I fear this is the end.

elias - arrogance? and what's copper's role in all this?