Hi Jinx, this is an interesting point. My Grandmother died of cancer at an early age and she was a lovely person and everybody stated how her disposition never changed during that time, though she was in great pain.

Though cancer is horrific and there is no denying that, unfortunately people with mercury or other toxicity that deeply invades the person's entire mind, soul and body at the sametime without actually killing the person is another story. Usually no test shows anything significant and often told it's in their mind, no test is showing a thing so get on with your life, OR "snap out of it".

This is why suicide can be rampant among mercury and not cancer as far as I know.

the two are in their own way totally different illnesses and those with it suffer in different ways. But yes, mercury has a way of doing things in an insidious and torturous manner without actually showing a thing (most of the time).

But this is in no way belittling cancer, it is simply stating how a unfatal illness (usually unfatal) like mercury is unrecognised most of the time and those with it suffer internally without anything showing, which is why they are usually berated and misunderstood.

I remember how my Mum would talk to me about my auntie who died early in her life from turburculosis and how she had this sweet nature all her life and barely ever complained and I remember thinking how bad this made me feel because I would often scream, cry and rant when mercury had me in its grip and often had to go and lean over a bowl or toilet so I could salivate. And my rage levels were so bad, I would say awful things and do things that were not even "me" and I remember thinking how horrible this sickness is that it is overlooked and those with it are judged harshly.

So I do know what you're saying Jinx. but again, who on earth would want cancer? But who on earth would want this too? In fact, how many people with mercury have I heard saying "I wish I could die of this and that is the torment becuase I can't". Those most poisoned cannot even have death as a release, yet at the sametime are judged because nobody can see proof of what they suffer.

Anyway I know this sounds really morbid, but reality of this illness is quite beyond belief to those who have suffered it! Simply because these types of toxins are cruel and bizzare in what they do.