Dear Bex, I know you said in a previous post that it would be hard for you to accept monies to go somewhere and get some help, but....I have an idea to share wondered if you might consider it?

What about emailing Dr. Huggins with your problems and ask him if he would be willing to treat you as a special case, I hate using this word, but as a "test case" or "hard case". Sometimes people are willing to do this because of circumstances like yours. It's worth a try and you have nothing to lose.

Best to you,
Gabriella