I just can't go on enymore bex, what else do I have to lose? Well, I can die, or become a premanent vegetable and not have any will at all to do anything about my state .... and the two small amalgams I have to have drilled out will certainly kill me.

I know people here can't do much for me, hence the silence probably. all I can do is ask some folks over here to pray for me, if that's ok with them.

and bex, thanx again for being the one to answer.

and yeah, I have the algin, courtesy of sweet Sandi, but don't notice much from taking it.