Im sorry to hear.

I just want to say dont feel bad if you need to go on meds but be careful of side effects.

I understand about the no feelings and CANT VISUALISE!!!! I HAVE THAT and its a PAIN!!! Its like a loss of concentration.

Have you tried www.neurogistics.com or neurorelief.com

They both deal with chemical messengers in the brain without DRUGS and use urine/saliva and blood samples.

This may help you? What other tests you done? Food intolerances? Diets?