i'm getting worse and worse.. algin, c, selenium.. nothing is helping.. I'm losing more and more brain fucntion... I can't think logicaly... only in patterns....don't know what's real... I feel the mercury in my brain is killng of thousands of cells a day.... I really am becoming a vegetable... I just cry all the time... my mother cres because of me and I know she's in pain but I don't have any feelings towrd towards her ... I can't function, don't care... this is it.... i just...

We went to a toxicologist yesterday and he said there's no way amalgams could have brought this up, he's worked there 25 years bla bla.... and he told me (and my mother) to het me a psychiatric help, cause he thinks it s schizophrenia....

truth is, I know it already is.... brought on by metals probably ... but I can't function.... I don't feel human....

and everybody now thinks I'm a waco.

and I am.