My mom just got off the phone with the lab, the urine Hg tests came back NEGATIVE, can you freakin believe that?!? NEGATIVE!!!! Of course they don't say what 'negative' means, they don't give the values nor ratios , I will try to find this out, as well as the technique they were using for Hg test, butI just can't take it, I feel like crying, I feel crazy, can't feel logicaly, act like crazy, scream all the time, all the tests come back OK, and now EVERYONE in my family will DEFINIETELY THINK I'm a waco, I don't f**kin know, maybe I am , IT'S LIKE EVERY ELEMENT OF THE WORLD HAS TURNED AGAINTS YOU, AND OH WHY DID I SUSPECT THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN LIKE THAT, I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!