I know how you feel ,I felt that way for 5 years but now I am doing much better I found a treatment that helped me alot even before I started to have my amalgams removed and I is something you can do now to start to remove some of the mercury and other toxins already in your system, activated charcoal is a natural absorbant of about 6000 known toxins mercury is just one of them ,if you decide to take activated charcoal you should start with 1 teaspoon 3 times a day in a 8 oz glass of water you also want to take a good multi vitamine with minerals or it will pull to many minerals out of your body, if you can not find any activated charcoal in your area here is a web sight that explains on how to make your own activated charcoal www.buyactivatedcharcoal.com/making_charcoal
(take it 2 hours from any medications or will absorb them too)