Actually Jesus is right here right now, wherever you are, all you have to do is ask.

He's been known to set many a prisoner free.

I would not have made it through the years without him.

Maybe forget the ALA for a bit and use some DMSA to bind up the mercury asap. ALA makes me feel crappy too, bothers my head. You will get past this. Cilantro and DMSA go together well. Try a full 75-100 mgs in the evening just before bed since you obviously already have a cilantro rush. Cooked even, oh my, suppose to be extra strong that way. But the DMSA will bind it.

And pray please, never give up on God, it's what this world wants you to do. Worse than a mercury challenge, that's your soul's challenge and it will never end either. I will pray for you too. Chin up. We need you.