jinx, same thing happened to me. I used to get that herximer reaction as well and I KNEW things were happening, yet now I remain chornically sick but do not get that "healthy die off" sensation.

It's like my body no longer heals. I stay the same. I have no idea why! Your post rang big bells with me. I know exactly what you mean, that "good" feeling you get from going through that herx and you just KNOW things are working.

But this? Is FAR worse, it's like you feel as though you're in a stupor, that things are at a standstill and no matte what you do or use, nothing happens. Or if it does, no change in outcome.

It's like being partly dead basically. I think what must happen is, the body becomes overloaded, depending on how many toxins have happened in too short a space of time. And then it becomes almost unable to do a thing. THat's how I feel.

It scares me a lot. Many times I want to just opt out becuase I KNOW that no matter what someone suggests, it won't work, you just instinctively feel a shut down in the body and I have spent so much money doing so many things, yet to no avail.

Yet once? I'd geta massive herx from it and you could tell things were happening, nt always easy, but rewarding in many ways.

This is like the kiss of death. Existing, but not living. HOw did this happen? Hell, I have no idea. It's never been there before in my life, I have ALWAYS responded in the past to diets and detoxes. But something shut down after getting some work done on my mouth in 2004. Everything went dead from there. And it's never been the same.

NOw I am worse than ever. Little things I might have finally responded to, even they have gone. Brain toxicity might be a lot of it. because I certainly am not responding to any bodily detox. Nothing happens.

I could try ALA I guess, but right now I am attempting to get candida under control and don't want to do anything just yet. If things don't improve in a week or so, I'll have to do something. Even diet isn't helpnig this time.