Most of you are aware about my plummeting 6 months ago after getting a massive Hg dose during removal of 2 fillings (out of 7) and consequent neurologocial and psychiatric symptoms.

And thee is something to this I don't understand. Before that removal Imy body was naturally detoxng from mercury - I could take antioxidants and could feel the herxheimer reaction instantly and I got all those mercury symptoms: tremor in hands, skin itching, getting hot, lots of muscle twitches burning urine, brain fog and feeling kidney and liver overload/pain all the time.(i considered it good, though unpleasant, as a sign my body was eliminating those toxins.)

Now I remember that after poisoning myself at the dental office I would be getting those symptoms for the next 4 weeks or so, but then they mostly stopped !!! YET at the same time my brain symptoms were rising more and more.

The way it looks now is that I have severe neurological and psychiatric changes, poor iq, non exstant memory, senses blunting, but all of those symptoms like muscle twitches etc are gone! If I didn't know better I would say I'm 100% mental as no symptoms other than mental indicate otherwise.

Thats what I dont understand - If I'm so toxic as it seems than why the hell I'm not getting those kidney and liver pains any more? How come I'm not getting almost no typical detox symptoms when taking antioxidants ? I went through a bottle of NCD and mamny people couldn't handle 3 drops cause it was overwhelimng and I was taking like 9 drops at a time and didn't feel any change at all.
I don't even feel that much fatigue as before, as I say my symptoms got purely mental. I was also severly balding a couple of months ago and since about a months or so I seems to just have stopped.

Yet, I feel worse than ever and it's impossible with how I feel that I have no mercury in my body, with just the brain with high storage.
Or is my body so posioned that it doesn't release mercury on its own at all?