Hi Tracy. I hear how hard it has been for you and my thoughts are with you. It is so hard living with this - I wish you did not have to go through all of this. At one point, I went to a therapist who specialized in working with people with chronic illnesses. Although she was not specialized in working with people with mercury, it really helped at the time. She helped me to deal with my own feelings of loss and longing for the answers to my health, but also helped me to cope with the way having a chronic illness affects relationships in the family. I don't know if you know of someone good in your area, but it really sounds like you could use someone to support you through this right now. I know how hard it is living with this - I wish I could get out of this fog too - but it would probably be good for you to have someone who might be able to help you cope while you try to get better. I heard what others are saying about where you are at in your post-removal - it sounds like this time was really hard for a lot of people. But a lot of people hit the one year point (or even before) and things turned around. This is what I hope will happen for you.

I will say a prayer for you and I know we are all thinking about you-

Andrea