Hi Tracy, this is just so horrible to read <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" /> You're not alone in this, many of us have been close to being committed ourselves and through our symptoms, have seen not only our own verge on insanity, but the pain caused to our families watching this.

Hearing from people like you, Jinx, Aaron, etc and that kind of pain we know so well from this toxicity is just heartbreaking, but no stranger to myself.

I just wish something more could be done for you, more help, more looking after, because you have far too much on your plate for a toxic person to endure. Having to bring up a family, whilst dealing with the intolerable toxicities you have. More than mercury, you have other toxicities with it.

I just wish that you would get a break, I hate tothink you'll be put away or something and that they won't have a clue how to help you or sympathise with what you have. Just know that we care and believe you and whatever happens, I hope you hang in there, even if it seems impossible.

At least you have friends here Tracy!

Luv Bex!