tHANKYOU FOR CARING BUT THINGS HAVE REALLY GONE TO FAR IM AO ON THE EDGE OF BEING SECTIONED NO ONE BELIEVES ME AND I CANT COPE ANY MORE REALLY THINGS ARE SO BAD I HAVE NO FEELING FOR MYSELF ANY MORE I JUST WANT TO STOP HURTING MY FAMILY THEY HAVE HAD ENOUGH ITS NOT THAT I DONT LOVE THEM BUT I SEE THEIR PAIN AND KNOW I AM RESPONSIBLE I CANNOT BE LOCKED AWAY AND I AM CERTAINLY NOT ACTING NORMALLY I AM BEAT BUT THANKYOU FOR YOUR CONCERN X