Im sorry for this morbid post but I habe to speak to all my friends who have given me such love and support things have gone very wrong for me all my symptoms are back and I cannot go on any longer I have tried so hard but I cannot hurt my family who I love so much this thing is killing me slowly and I know I am losing my sanity I now have acrisis psychiatric team coming tomorrow and I know what will happen to me I cant gace this or hurting my children any more I have tried but this thing is taking ower my brain and I am not functioning any more I really cant say any more cos it hurts too much I love you all and I hope you know I tried thanks yo all my dearest friends who have believed in me and pray for me Tracy xxxxxx