Dear guys the last few days I have been getting worse and I am so worried I have spoken to my doctor at the clinic and to my neuropath. They seem to think a lot of it could be to do with all the emotional teauma I have been going through. Im so worried because I had areaaly bad anger phase that lasted all day yesterday, I literally smashed my bedroom to bits, I was like a demon, and on top of that all I keep wanting to do is put myself to sleep. My neuropath says its because my mind has had too much deal with, I dont understand anything anymore cos Ive always had problems with family and just ignored it or brushed it off. Im worried that maybe I am going insane and need plychological help, Im so mixed up and crying all the time, I dont know what to do any more, Ive thought about putting myself on a ward cos Evies back tomorrow and I dont want her to have to live with me like this yesterday I told my son Id rather be dead than carry on like this much longer

I'm sorry that you're going through this, Tracy. Words fail me right now. I don't think that there is any "right" thing to say. It would be insufficient to say "hang in there" at this point of your illness. You have been trying to do just that. But, know that whichever treatment course that you choose to take, we are all with you in our thoughts. I agree with your ND that your mind has had a lot to deal with. I hope that things improve for you soon.

Thankyou for your post the stupid thing is that apart fom headaces and a bit nauseus health im not feeling too bad but these fellings are there all the time and it takes over any bit of life Ive got which is the annoying thing how I long too feel a bit of peace and happiness instead of irritable angry sad and crap Tracy

Tracy I was like that andany little problem would just overwhelm me.It was just annoying and would get relief.

I found that their is ways of dealing with things and nothing is impossible. Their is a cure out their.

What are you taking at the moment as supplements/Medication wise? I really want to help you.

Tke FEQUENCY WHICH HAS EVERY MINERAL AND VIT IN SUPPOSE TO GO STRAIGHT TO THE BRAIN TO HELP DE- TOX LOOKING INTO IV WITH DOC GOT BAD HORMONE PROB AT MOMENT LOOKING INTO THAT TOO BEEN TAKING NCD BUT DONT KNOW IF ITS DOING ANY GOOD GOT APPOINTMENT FOR BRAIN PHOTS AND HELP WITH PRIVATE CLINIC FAILING THAT TRIP TO THE VETS I THINK LOL THANKYOU FORYOUR SINCERE THOUGHT AND ANY ADVICE GREATLY RECEIVED EVEYONE ON HERE IS SO KIND FUNY MY MOOD IS ALWAYS BETTER AT NIGHT PROBABLY BE SUICIDAL OR DEMON TOMORROW hUGS Tracy x

Hi tracy,
Don't neglect going to a psychiatrist - you could well be suffering from clinical depression. I have a lot during my poisined years - especially during pms, when the poisoning and symptoms get worse. You might need some help for some time - as we all do in life. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" /> xxx

I think that most of us here are suffering from depression to some degree or another. Unfortunately, I don't think that conventional psychiatry holds the answer or we wouldn't be on this forum.

For the most part psychiatric treatment never addresses the root cause of the illness and most psychiatric patients never get well.

I should know because I was treated by a psychiatrist for 11 years and I took a lot of drugs that nearly killed me.

Only a few psychiatrists really have any idea how to address the root cause of mental illness. Last year I went to Amen Clinic DC (see www.amenclinics.com) and they did an excellent job of assessing my condition. However, Amen Clinics is the exception rather than the rule.