Dear guys the last few days I have been getting worse and I am so worried I have spoken to my doctor at the clinic and to my neuropath. They seem to think a lot of it could be to do with all the emotional teauma I have been going through. Im so worried because I had areaaly bad anger phase that lasted all day yesterday, I literally smashed my bedroom to bits, I was like a demon, and on top of that all I keep wanting to do is put myself to sleep. My neuropath says its because my mind has had too much deal with, I dont understand anything anymore cos Ive always had problems with family and just ignored it or brushed it off. Im worried that maybe I am going insane and need plychological help, Im so mixed up and crying all the time, I dont know what to do any more, Ive thought about putting myself on a ward cos Evies back tomorrow and I dont want her to have to live with me like this yesterday I told my son Id rather be dead than carry on like this much longer