does anyone else fell like theyve completely lost theirselves like your self you were as completely gone and your left with this kind of shell you dont even recognise. Thats how I feel and I grieve for who I was how I was and what I was. I cry all the time for the person my family have lost and really cant see that person coming back Im trying to do evverything I can but nothing seems to work and Im so tired of trying and failing. I dont know how the hell this happened any more and I dont understand anything