Dear Nicola, OK
Born in America (yup), Vaccinated (thought this was wrong from a small age, seemed like something out of "The Invasion of the Body Snatchers"to me, Depressed by the age of 9, coinciding with Dr. Anderson's drill looking back, Mid 20's had neurological symptoms, dizziness, numbness uncoordinated, tests for M.S., negative, told I needed a good vacation... Read about a nurse who had all fillings replaced and got back to health so thougt I would have them replaced one by one as I needed new ones...Everyone thought I was nuts...
Age 35, various life stresses tipped me over, sank into anxiety/depression,FEAR, afraid to do much of anything or go anywhere, physical collapse,couldn't even see the joy in my kids..relationship down the toilet, (where it belonged)
Found my great homeopath after trying at least 3 or 4 others, was able to function again, asked God for a good life partner, ( made a list even and got everything on it except the superficial requests) Don't underestimate the power of love...
Had about 10 goodish years but kept recycling periodically to the fear and anxiety issues, physical symptoms, too , so I decided to take the plunge and get all amalgams out.
Yikes, went to local well meaning guy, Christian, (not that this either here or there, but I know he really wanted to do a good job) Used a rubber dam and as I posted earlier, I walked away trying to get into someone elses car, finally found my carwent to get cash and walked away before it came out, thats how long I could keep a thought in my head.It pretty much went down hill after that, and I thought I WAS downhill already, there's always room to go further, brainfog kicked in so much I actually felt a bit better, couldn't remember all the things I was worried about except one thing at a time and that was an improvement.Just wondered about the metallic taste in my mouth...Strange, I thought.
Yup, so downhill just got further down, glad I didn't know it beforehand. A crown snapped off I'd only had for a year and thought I'd try a homeopathic dentist.
Now the heartache begins: even though I later found he'd published an artical about galvanic problems in the mouth from differing metals, he chose to fit a new metal lined crown with a different type of metal post on the VERY not good root canal he gave me., not that these are a good thing anyway, (and I will gladly give anyone his name privately)I was in pain for a year until I could not leave my bed and had severe abcesses leading to infected sinuses, infection in the bones of my face and eventually in the brain.My kids thought I was dying.I never liked computers but had to get wise, learned how to use one (sorta) and decided my next plan of action: GET THE LOT RIPPED OUT!!!
Had all the bad stuff out, haven't really chelated much, will prolly always see my homeopath and am very grateful to my wonderful dentist for his skill, kindness , deep humanity and last but not least, his sense of humor.
So, here I am not quite right in the head yet (obviously) but mostly getting better all the time and wishing everyone else here the same. And I'm not ---.