Wise men say only fools rush in, sos Ah thought Ah better wait 5 minutes before Ah stick mah oar in but Ah been itchin like a man on a fuzzy tree...
Ah know how hard it is to keep the faith, Ah been indescribablly blue, Ah musta lost mah faith more times than mah daddy missed the spitoon with his chewin tabaccy when Ah was REAL ill.Y'all prolly don't take me to be serious but that was half mah prollem, Ah had to find a ways to laugh at mahself.
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Ahm Elvis!!!
(dontcha thank Ah look kinda like Russ? Why is that man single?)
Anaways, Ah DO believe in God, Ah actually experienced being stuck in the white tunnel a pure light and love , prollem was Ah couldn't go nowheres, Ah was like my big ol coondog stuck in a catflap (had me more of a weight prollem back then)
Anaways, Ah come back here with a whole new perspective.Not to say Ahm not still kinda confused but Ah learnt how to laugh at myself (and a few others, but only behind their backs, sometimes thats truly kinder) But the main thang is Ah learned to try and give a little more love than Ah may want others to give me back.(Ah don't always suceed, though) but Ah learned it makes ME feel good to give before Ah expect to get, (still selfish Ah supose)
Sometimes Ah like to look directly into the center of a flower, like a rose , or the shiny light in a lil childs eyes, and Ah thank, who made all this?
Where did it all come from? An Ah don't believe a big ol' room full a monkeys and typewriters given infinite time could write Shakespear neither. seems to me theres gotta be a masterplan.
We all just gotta sometimes take a break from the "me" and feel the moment kinda empty from all our strugglin and rest in the bosom a the infinite ,everthang goes on with us or without us anaways.
But heck, don't judge God by the humans, sometimes we gotta set the tone for how we want it to be.
Oh yeah ,and Ah got a good homopath, its a well known fact they got remedies exactly for separation from God!
Ah coulda said that right from the start but Ahm sufferin from wind tonight.
God bless
Ah know Ah'm soundin kinda zen but Ah had a major diet change.
And gratitude, a lotta folks don't take the time to realize how much we all gotta be thankful for, heck, we all got COMPUTERS!!!
Ah knew a woman dyin with aids who said, Ahm livin til the day Ah die. An thats what Ah try an do, even when Ah feel like greschelpy.
