Personally keeping faith has been the only thing to get me through this kind of stuff sanely. God gives us grace, and we may not feel him because we choose to let go of our faith. There are so many encouraging words in the New Testament about the love of Christ...what does one have to lose by clinging no matter what the circumstances? Sorry if I come across too opinionated..just my hope that you all can keep some peace for yourselves.

"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us." - Romans 8:18

Just remember that this life is a blink of an eye compared to eternity. <3