I know what you mean. I'm certainly not going to get better through divine intervention. It will be constant graft, research, talking to patients, to doctors, exploring every option and avenue....that ultimately saves my life. Even Klinghardt at the top of this thread, who i regard as a master, would say the mercury has to come out no matter what you believe in. I've had christians come and pray, then desert me when i wouldn't go to church with them. I've had Jehovahs, Mormons you name it, but it will be me and me alone who finds an answer to this.