Me too, I felt like this since I was a child, I only related to my dogs, my little furbabies. I felt so alone and alienated...I often thought I was crazy too. I lfelt like I was watching my life from outside my own self.

In my thirties I realized that diet played a huge part in my well being, sugar was my enemy...too bad I didn't know why then. Now 20 years later, the mercury has almost taken it's ultimate toll, I am fighting cancer cause it has devastated my immune system.

But doing the diet keeps my elimination good and helps not to methylate more mercury into my body...until I can get the cancer out of the way and start chelation again. Diet is so crucial to keep those feelings away, and going slow and easy with chelation is very important..I found that out the hard way.

The devil you know is so much easier to deal with than the devil you don't. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smirk.gif" alt="" />

And nothing tastes as good as healthy feels. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

Best love to all,
Sandi
xoxo