Tracy - I know you're having a nightmare, but I have found this to be true. At 6 months all my symptoms came crashing back - it was devastating. I really didn't want to live any more. Yet somehow, in the last week or so, I have started feeling much better (I hardly dare say this as I will jinx myself). This is now 9 months post removal - 9 months of hell, but suddenly, now, getting better. Horrid fluey feeling going. A bit brighter in myself. Don't need to sleep in the day. A flicker of hope for the future. I can remember weeping and wailing a few months ago to my husband and saying I should be seeing results now, if it is going to happen. It IS happening, but slowly. It will come to you - I am sure.

Hang in there Tracy - the darkest hour ... and all that. It will come.

take care
Nicola