No, none of this is you. That's the problem, when you are well or nearly well, you can't even try and have these things happen or be anxious, it doesn't occur. When yu have these things, you can do everything you can, think how you want, and you'll be wasting your time.

The eyesight thing is normal, that's what happens with mercury and/or candida. Both go hand in hand. Check both out!!! Eyesight symptoms of either can cause loss of ability to focus, temporary blindness, blurred vision, strained vision, losing sight of words as you are reading something, they start to disappear on the page (I have had this), having to re-read a sentence over and over and still not able to absorb the information or enjoy what you are reading (or watching on TV). Panicked and odd thinking. Obsessive thoughts, ritualistic behaviours, anything you can imagine that can possibly be distorted can happen. EVen the things you don't normally consider will be somehow disturbed and really I cannot put into words the suffering.

getting the shakes from exercise? Yes I've had that also, where your muscles actually tremor. I don't know what causes it, but assume it is nerve problems also in the muscles themselves.

Yes the hearin gyour own pulse when lying down? Yes, I get that all the time. I have had it where my bed will sound along with it because my pulse is going that strong that movement of my bed will hit th wall slightly. I can hear it beating in my ear also, the pulse itself. it's odd. and yes not being able to keep still.

everything you are saying to me sounds like your whole system is being affected. 14 amalgams is a heck of a lot!!! Yes that is most likely what is happening to you, but again as I say to anybody, please get yourself on a candida diet if you can to aid you in your symptoms as you prepare for possible amalgam removal. Even one filling can affect a sensitive person, so 14 could really be doing a number on you.

No these things are not normal, and they are not from worrying about it and are not you. You'll think they are you, you'll decide that they must be and it's you causing it, but it isn't. As I said, when you're well you won't even be able to bring this stuff on if you tried.